I need to get shitfaced and cry to someone about my problems
ill pay u $7 to have a crush on me
there’s no part of this i don’t love
People ask me if I’m glad I met you
Before, I would have let the word “yes” dance off my tongue without hesitation
Now, I find myself alone on the bathroom floor at 2am
Replaying the time we spent together over and over in my head
Should I have known?
Did I always know this was temporary, but just refuse to believe it?
Should I have noticed the way your eyes always seemed focused on something else
But like a flower in the sun
I needed you to shine onto me to bloom
Now I am withered and alone
It is 2am
And you’ll find a new flower soon
One without so many thorns.
you don’t realize how attached you are to someone until you go without talking to them for a bit
im such a fucking jealous asshole i pretend like i dont care but i care so much im gonna explode
Fuck up your sleeping schedule with me so i know it’s real.